HELLO UNIVERSITY!

can i scream out loud now?
WOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!
Fuuuhh, finally, i am going to Management and Science University (MSU) tomorrow. i have to register and settle down all things that i need to do before entering MSU. after coming back from Durban, i will officially be one of the MSU students! Ouh Gosh, it is tremendously enthusiastic to step in university life. that is so going to be a new day for me. i'll be taking PR and Management course there. OMG!  >.<

I feel very excited right now. Oh, my nose is bleeding! =..='
*this is KJ when she's having some kind of adrenaline rush. gotta deal with the nose. bye!

MSU ♥

end of the story :)

I'm so sick of you!

what a tough days i had. sigh. i don't understand why my mom can't be like other's mom. Oh God, i'm not trying to be ungrateful for having a mother. i DO grateful to have a mother. but why? she can't understand what i want. she don't even bother to know what i want and what i want to be. i have had enough with those dramas that played around this house. i've got an opportunity to enter MSU to futher my studies and i've got the course that i wanted. but why? she seems unhappy and still saying that "we will try to apply on UITM". stop it. i won't go there if i got the course that i don't want. or else she wants me end up not studying at all? why why why? i'm wandering why she acts like that? am i her daughter or not? can't she treats me well than that?

i fought again with her just now, just because i can't stand with her rules anymore. then she said," if you don't follow my words, then go kill yourself. i don't care". Oh My, i was hurted by those words. i couldn't believe that she would say that. she even said that she wouldn't send me to any universities if i act beyond her rules. she called my dad and talked bad things about me, and daddy called me later, he said "why did you act like that?" act like what? i didn't understand of what he said at all. i was very disappointed because my dad didn't have any trusts on me. i just hung up and off my phone. i feel like i want to commit suicide right now but i can't. Oh Mom Normah, please understand me this time, just once! i beg of you. don't let me kill myself. or i'll die in vain.

I WANT TO DIE.

WHAT THE FUCK?!

Okay! fine. sorry for the harsh words that i'll be using in this entry. Now, I am so FUCKING pissed off by those FUCKING idiots that smashed off my FUCKING mood. these two FUCKING stupid scrubs keep on calling my phone number and yet keep on texting me! here are the numbers:- 

0177273185 (Gosh, this FUCKING guy told me that he got my number from my facebook profile. and i was like huh??! is he way stupid than i thought? my facebook profile is FUCKING private you FUCKING dumb! Gosh, you are so FUCKING medieval and tremendously least minded kind of FUCKING liar! HAHA! ) 

AND

0127927108 (WHOA! this FUCKING jerk got the wrong number and definitely messed up with the wrong person! he said his name was 'boy'? what 'boy'? is that your FUCKING name? booo yah! yet he said my name was 'Z'? yeah, like i know who the FUCK is 'Z' right?. later after i told him to respect woman and not to use bad words, then he ended up calling me names like 'cikaro' which is 'bitch' and bodoh = stupid?! WHO THE FUCK are you?! hell you got no manners at all, moron and YET, you're the SON OF A BITCH AND A JERK. that is why your parents never send you to school! PITY YOU! )

GODDAMNIT! i have had enough with this effing shit! yes, i will not give any FUCKING mercy to those people who tries to play shit and mess up with me! get your FUCKING life, you FUCKING ASSHOLES! this is my FUCKING word for you, once you pissed me off, i'll make your life FUCKING suffer! HELL yes! you both assholes were selling my phone number right? HAHA! oh PIG, i sold your number for free at facebook already, that is for FUCKING sure will put you both in somewhere, somehow in FUCKING hard situation. BOO YAH! see, i may look like an innocent little girl and now i will make you feeling like a tiny FUCKING scared little mouse, don't you ever FUCKING DARE to play FUCKING shit with me again. TAKE THAT!

FUCK YOU!



now, i feel much better. thanks blog =) MUAH!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ^.^

Masih belum terlambat utk sy mengucapkan selamat hari ibu sedunia! :)
sorry lah lambat, semalam jari dah cramp.huhu. baiklah, kepada mama sy yg bernama Puan Normah Binti Sudin, kina ucapkan Happy Mother's Day to you! you're the best mom! kina mintak maaf sebab selama niy kina banyak terkasar bahasa and kurang ajar/adab terhadap mama. even though mama seorang yg kuat membebel dan cakap kuat2 serta cepat marah kat orang, kina tetap sayangkan mama. kina tahu mama selalu buat pilihan untuk kina sebab mama nak yg terbaik untuk kina. mungkin, kina je yg tak reti menghargai jasa mama. oh mama Normah, kina selalu doakan kesihatan mama, kina tau selama ni mama banyak menderita dengan masalah keluarga, kina faham tapi kina hanya boleh diam. masih terlalu awal untuk kina menerima keadaan ini. walau apa pun yg berlaku, you are still my mother and i LOVE you :)

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OLLA! okay, I'm pretty sure that most of you have memorized the number on my entry. HAHA yeah, its PIZZA HUTT. Do you know that the word Pizza is actually pronounced 'pitza'. yeah, American does. Today, I went to the Post Office with my cousin. My mom called me and said she was heading to buy some pizza for us. WHOA! I already ate pizza at Domino's last 2 weeks and again, PIZZA. My head was buzzing around thinking should I or shoudn't I eat the pizza today *concern about my diet actually. later I said, "Hey, why don't you eat them? they're harmless and btw, your mom had bought them for you babe, so be GRATEFUL". so, I ate three pieces of cheesy crunchy 'pitzas', garlic breads dipped with hot creamy mushroom soup and the zesty lemon with a peppery punch chicken wings. It feels like you're in heaven when you bite and chew them slowly, you can hear the crunchy sounds and the taste of cheeses that melt in your mouth, giving you the creamy nice sweet lovely taste on your tounge and THAT seduces you to eat even MORE. OH DAMN! what a huge amount of calories?! ugh, forget it. I'm freaking hungry at that time anyway. haha. why can't pizza be less fatty and less calorie, if they are less in sorts of that, I would've eat them without any doubt! >.< Pizza, YOU ARE DELICIOUS!

The cheesy crunch super supreme. A pizza to-die-for :)

Aren't these Pizzas seem very mouth-watering?

HELL YEAH! I'M THE CHICKEN LOVER!



I am VERY HAPPY today. PIZZA,  no me arrepiento para comer, hacer que el sabor tan bueno y súper delicioso. TE AMO! *its spanish (use google translate to know more)

Adiós! ♥

Rambut Oh Rambut

HA! disebabkan oleh keningku yg telah nipis itu, aku perlu memotong rambut utk mengelakkan drpd keningku ini dilihat oleh Puan Normah (mak aku). akhirnya pada pukul 4PM tadi aku memecut ke kedai rambut Wendy yg terletak berdekatan kedai Yong Tau Fu di Taman Rambai Utama. err, sebenarnya aku tgh menaip dgn perut yg berbunyi2 memanggil makanan, sebab tu tiba2 masuk nama kedai makan tu sekali >.< baiklah, tanpa melengahkan masa, aku masuk kedai itu dan suruh amoi itu potong rambut. fuhh, nasib baik amoi ni amat memahami dan pandai potong rambut. tak mcm amoi kedai taman aku, potong senget! huh~ setelah berpuas hati dengan hasil potongan rambut itu, aku bergegas pulang dan cuci muka. tiba-tiba terfikir pulak nak amek gambar dengan rambut baru. dengan menggunakan webcam lappy neh, saya mempersilakan rambut baru saya!

RAMBUTKU!



ecehceh, saja wat muka ala-ala budak korea taik :P

beginilah rupa rambutku sekarang :)

pipi aku tembam, aset tau! kau mampu? XD

saya sedar saya comel, terima kasih :)

Ditto ^^

Kucing Mengawan Di Depan Rumahku!

Semalam aku pegi jalan2 amek adik2 aku dari sekolah petang. perutku mula bergendang2 mintak kuih pau kacang makcik timah kat kedai belakang tuh *sebenarnya aku tak tahu nama makcik tuh. HAHAHA. selepas tiba di hadapan rumah, kelihatan dua ekor kucing sedang melakukan maksiat di depan rumah aku! siot punya meow2, depan pagar rumah aku pown nak 'make love'. secara public pulak tuh, pegi la cari tempat private sket. haish =.=' utk mengelakkan adk2 aku nampak adegan tidak senonoh itu, aku pun tekan la hon bnyak kali. HAMEK KAU! melompat2 lari, then kucing betina tuh ajak gi tempat lain. amboi2, nak sambung projek yek meow? gatal sial kau neh, kang nak beranak, sure beranak kat rumah aku gak. tak reti2 nak beranak kat rumah tuan kau. aku boleh kira dalam setahun bape kali kau bunting. ish ish ish! apa nak jadi dengan kau neh meow? tau beranak jek, anak kau, kau gi buang kat rumah aku. kau ingat rumah aku neh pusat jagaan bayi ke? >.< apa2 pown, jangan lah dikau mengulangi aktiviti harian tak senonoh kau kat depan pagar rumah aku yek. aku tidak sanggup utk melihatnya lagi. kalau dah bunting, sila beranak kat tempat kau eh. terima kasih :)

Tengok tuh, rakus betul si kucing jantan tu yek? ish ish ish >.<

Kucing2, daripada kau buat mcm tuh, kau cuba contohi pasangan kucing di bawah neh, kahwin dulu baru buat anak, faham? hahahaha XD



Just Married

♥

Sekian sahaja cerita si kucing mengawan.

Toodles :)

Murtaza Anak Pak Cik Abuzar :)

 Inilah si jejaka yang menambat hatiku ♥

Si dye telah menambat hatiku pada malam hari jadiku, 7/12/2009. setelah menyatakan perasaan antara satu sama lain, 12/12/2009 ialah tarikh lahirnya perhubungan kami. *mcm poyo lak ayat2 aku neh =.='
Baiklah, sesuai dgn tajuk entry aku neh, nama manusia di atas ialah Murtaza Bin Abuzar ataupun panggilan biasa, Mur. Aku neh jahat sket, mcm2 nama aku bagi kat laki aku neh, kesian dye. tapi, aku punya suka lah, laki aku kan? HAHAHA. (belum kahwin, suka2 ati panggil 'laki aku'). After 1year and 4 months of relationship, kami telah menghadapi beberapa masalah dan ketidaksefahaman yg disebabkan oleh kepala otak aku yg agak ego ini. maka, disebabkan itu, aku memutuskan perhubungan kami. tak sampai sebulan, aku sedar aku tak boleh hidup tanpa jantung hatiku(Mur). dye banyak berkorban utk aku, tapi aku neh jew yg ngada2 lebih ikut ego aku sampai buta tak nampak apa yg Mur banyak sacrifice utk aku. selepas beberapa hari putus, dye call aku and suruh aku nyanyi. aku nyanyi lagu yg ada cerita pasal ktorg which is Back To December from Taylor Swift and lagu Jar Of Hearts from Christina Perri. tak pasal2, air mata membasahi pipi aku yg tembam neh, kedengaran suara dye pun mcm orang tgh menangis. keesokan harinya, aku buat keputusan utk sambung kembali perhubungan kami. I NEVER DATE A SAME GUY TWICE! but this will be the first one :)

Oh My Gosh, he really owns my small heart. now we're happy like we used to be. aku sayang kau lah Tarzan! muah muah ^.^
  

MURTAZA ABUZAR

• jejaka keturunan Arab (bukan bangla okie?)
• kami sebaya :)
• makan banyak tapi keding jek
• manja + gedik
• suka membebel mcm mak aku
• love the way he whispers 'I LOVE YOU KINA' to my right side-ear
• suka bawak kinder bueno tiap kali jumpa
• asal tgh berak jek, dye call aku. syg, anda mmg tak senonoh! >.<
• suka kentut dekat hp bagi aku dengar. super tak senonoh! XD
• suka suruh aku nyanyi malam2. ehem, saya bukan penyanyi night club!
• seorang yg paling malas menaip
• suka tido lambat
• baik hati sangat!
• lelaki pertama yg sanggup bersabar dgn perangai aku. HAHA
• he's my marshmallow *bibir besar mcm rihanna ^.^
• sangat memahami masalah aku
• suka makan pizza sorang2 tak ajak aku. huh!
• dye suka warna biru *bukan blue okie? :P
• monyet yg senang menangis dan digertak. isk isk isk T_T

Apa2 pun, dye lah yg paling aku sayang! Monkey, we are the perfect two ♥

♪♫   THE_PERFECT TWO  ♪♫

[Verse 1:]
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

[Verse 2:]
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

[Bridge:]
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
No..

I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

[B-Sec 1/2:]
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

The Perfect Two ♥

sekian sahaja cerita cintaku. sudah hampir midnite, mahu panaskan telinga dgn hp saya. selamat malam ^.^

photoshit! :(

Gendang gendut tali kecapi, kenyang perut suka hati. tapi aku lain, sakit perut sakit hati >.<
actually, KJ bengang sikit hari ni. yelahh, dah cakap photoshoot ariniy pukul 10 pagi. aku dah terpacak kat depan studio dengan si marina tapi tadew orang. haih~ sakit hati betol kalau berurusan dgn orang yg tak reti nak tepati masa mcm neh! Mintak kaki saiz 10 betol. takpe2, KJ neh still baik hati and mampu bersabar :)
kina tak kesah ^_^ hmm, pakcik pakcik, tau la muka awak brutal, tapi bila saya on time, awak pula sebaliknya. ish3. tak belajar etika kerja eh? SENTIASA MENEPATI MASA! saya maafkan anda. next time kalau jadi mcm neh lagi, tiada maaf bagimu, aku bagi pork terus! :P
luahan hati. sekian :)

Bila Keningku Dicukur~

Semalam dapat call for photoshoot utk hari rabu, pukul 10 pagi! ntah aku boleh bangun tido awal ke tak. haishhh ==' . jadi, aku pun pegi lah kedai rambut hari ni, so, esok tak payah nak gi setting rambut. lepas cuci rambut, si amoi tuh cakap kening aku serabut (serabut mcm sabut kelapa ke?), jadi dye ckp nak kemas kening aku. aku pon iyekan je lah, last2, dye pegi cukur kening aku?! haih, amoi2, nasib baik kau tak kena maki dengan aku! mulut aku nak mencarut dah tadi. CHI LARH KHA! >.<
aku dengan penuh sabar bayar duit and blah dari kedai tuh.. tgk2 kat cermin, dah ala2 kening artis yg nama Dynas Mokhtar tuh. HAHAHA. lawak plak. adoiii, nak wat camnew agy, bende dah berlaku. so, just let it be. Gotta get ready for tomorrow :)

Saya Budak Baru Belajar

Hi! This is my first time making a blog. Fuhh, saya sebenarnya tak reti buat blog, main taram jew neh =.=' tapi at last! JADI JUGAK! hahaha. suka suka suka! ^^
adeh, penat jari jemari saya menari2 atas keyboard neh >.<
so, here is KJ's blog! WOOOHOOOO!!!
*teruja sampai nak berdarah hidung =='