Durban, South Africa

It has been a week in Durban with my family. cheerfulness and enjoyment of life surround me with love. it feels great to see how our family bond grew tight and together gather again. Durban is a huge and lovely city that full of well-ventilated buildings, beautiful houses and rich with greenery breathtaking environment. My house is located in Umhlanga Rocks, KwaZulu-Natal. It is quite near to the atlantic beach. The cold sea breez can be felt miles away. South Africa is full with black and white people. They are very nice and welcoming. It is fun to communicate with people in this foreign country. One thing that i love the most in Durban is the peaceful environment. It is very different than Malaysia.

Besides the joy that i have here, i miss my boyfriend and friends in Malaysia. It is hard for me to contact them intead of Facebook. while many of them are busy working and studying. sometimes boredom surrounds me. the person that i miss the most is my BFF, Marina Mazni Mazlan who has now futher studies at UTEM :)

Here are some pictures of my family and i in Durban. ^_^

kisses from Durban ^.^



HELLO UNIVERSITY!

can i scream out loud now?
WOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!
Fuuuhh, finally, i am going to Management and Science University (MSU) tomorrow. i have to register and settle down all things that i need to do before entering MSU. after coming back from Durban, i will officially be one of the MSU students! Ouh Gosh, it is tremendously enthusiastic to step in university life. that is so going to be a new day for me. i'll be taking PR and Management course there. OMG!  >.<

I feel very excited right now. Oh, my nose is bleeding! =..='
*this is KJ when she's having some kind of adrenaline rush. gotta deal with the nose. bye!

MSU ♥

end of the story :)

I'm so sick of you!

what a tough days i had. sigh. i don't understand why my mom can't be like other's mom. Oh God, i'm not trying to be ungrateful for having a mother. i DO grateful to have a mother. but why? she can't understand what i want. she don't even bother to know what i want and what i want to be. i have had enough with those dramas that played around this house. i've got an opportunity to enter MSU to futher my studies and i've got the course that i wanted. but why? she seems unhappy and still saying that "we will try to apply on UITM". stop it. i won't go there if i got the course that i don't want. or else she wants me end up not studying at all? why why why? i'm wandering why she acts like that? am i her daughter or not? can't she treats me well than that?

i fought again with her just now, just because i can't stand with her rules anymore. then she said," if you don't follow my words, then go kill yourself. i don't care". Oh My, i was hurted by those words. i couldn't believe that she would say that. she even said that she wouldn't send me to any universities if i act beyond her rules. she called my dad and talked bad things about me, and daddy called me later, he said "why did you act like that?" act like what? i didn't understand of what he said at all. i was very disappointed because my dad didn't have any trusts on me. i just hung up and off my phone. i feel like i want to commit suicide right now but i can't. Oh Mom Normah, please understand me this time, just once! i beg of you. don't let me kill myself. or i'll die in vain.

I WANT TO DIE.

WHAT THE FUCK?!

Okay! fine. sorry for the harsh words that i'll be using in this entry. Now, I am so FUCKING pissed off by those FUCKING idiots that smashed off my FUCKING mood. these two FUCKING stupid scrubs keep on calling my phone number and yet keep on texting me! here are the numbers:- 

0177273185 (Gosh, this FUCKING guy told me that he got my number from my facebook profile. and i was like huh??! is he way stupid than i thought? my facebook profile is FUCKING private you FUCKING dumb! Gosh, you are so FUCKING medieval and tremendously least minded kind of FUCKING liar! HAHA! ) 

AND

0127927108 (WHOA! this FUCKING jerk got the wrong number and definitely messed up with the wrong person! he said his name was 'boy'? what 'boy'? is that your FUCKING name? booo yah! yet he said my name was 'Z'? yeah, like i know who the FUCK is 'Z' right?. later after i told him to respect woman and not to use bad words, then he ended up calling me names like 'cikaro' which is 'bitch' and bodoh = stupid?! WHO THE FUCK are you?! hell you got no manners at all, moron and YET, you're the SON OF A BITCH AND A JERK. that is why your parents never send you to school! PITY YOU! )

GODDAMNIT! i have had enough with this effing shit! yes, i will not give any FUCKING mercy to those people who tries to play shit and mess up with me! get your FUCKING life, you FUCKING ASSHOLES! this is my FUCKING word for you, once you pissed me off, i'll make your life FUCKING suffer! HELL yes! you both assholes were selling my phone number right? HAHA! oh PIG, i sold your number for free at facebook already, that is for FUCKING sure will put you both in somewhere, somehow in FUCKING hard situation. BOO YAH! see, i may look like an innocent little girl and now i will make you feeling like a tiny FUCKING scared little mouse, don't you ever FUCKING DARE to play FUCKING shit with me again. TAKE THAT!

FUCK YOU!



now, i feel much better. thanks blog =) MUAH!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ^.^

Masih belum terlambat utk sy mengucapkan selamat hari ibu sedunia! :)
sorry lah lambat, semalam jari dah cramp.huhu. baiklah, kepada mama sy yg bernama Puan Normah Binti Sudin, kina ucapkan Happy Mother's Day to you! you're the best mom! kina mintak maaf sebab selama niy kina banyak terkasar bahasa and kurang ajar/adab terhadap mama. even though mama seorang yg kuat membebel dan cakap kuat2 serta cepat marah kat orang, kina tetap sayangkan mama. kina tahu mama selalu buat pilihan untuk kina sebab mama nak yg terbaik untuk kina. mungkin, kina je yg tak reti menghargai jasa mama. oh mama Normah, kina selalu doakan kesihatan mama, kina tau selama ni mama banyak menderita dengan masalah keluarga, kina faham tapi kina hanya boleh diam. masih terlalu awal untuk kina menerima keadaan ini. walau apa pun yg berlaku, you are still my mother and i LOVE you :)

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OLLA! okay, I'm pretty sure that most of you have memorized the number on my entry. HAHA yeah, its PIZZA HUTT. Do you know that the word Pizza is actually pronounced 'pitza'. yeah, American does. Today, I went to the Post Office with my cousin. My mom called me and said she was heading to buy some pizza for us. WHOA! I already ate pizza at Domino's last 2 weeks and again, PIZZA. My head was buzzing around thinking should I or shoudn't I eat the pizza today *concern about my diet actually. later I said, "Hey, why don't you eat them? they're harmless and btw, your mom had bought them for you babe, so be GRATEFUL". so, I ate three pieces of cheesy crunchy 'pitzas', garlic breads dipped with hot creamy mushroom soup and the zesty lemon with a peppery punch chicken wings. It feels like you're in heaven when you bite and chew them slowly, you can hear the crunchy sounds and the taste of cheeses that melt in your mouth, giving you the creamy nice sweet lovely taste on your tounge and THAT seduces you to eat even MORE. OH DAMN! what a huge amount of calories?! ugh, forget it. I'm freaking hungry at that time anyway. haha. why can't pizza be less fatty and less calorie, if they are less in sorts of that, I would've eat them without any doubt! >.< Pizza, YOU ARE DELICIOUS!

The cheesy crunch super supreme. A pizza to-die-for :)

Aren't these Pizzas seem very mouth-watering?

HELL YEAH! I'M THE CHICKEN LOVER!



I am VERY HAPPY today. PIZZA,  no me arrepiento para comer, hacer que el sabor tan bueno y súper delicioso. TE AMO! *its spanish (use google translate to know more)

Adiós! ♥

Rambut Oh Rambut

HA! disebabkan oleh keningku yg telah nipis itu, aku perlu memotong rambut utk mengelakkan drpd keningku ini dilihat oleh Puan Normah (mak aku). akhirnya pada pukul 4PM tadi aku memecut ke kedai rambut Wendy yg terletak berdekatan kedai Yong Tau Fu di Taman Rambai Utama. err, sebenarnya aku tgh menaip dgn perut yg berbunyi2 memanggil makanan, sebab tu tiba2 masuk nama kedai makan tu sekali >.< baiklah, tanpa melengahkan masa, aku masuk kedai itu dan suruh amoi itu potong rambut. fuhh, nasib baik amoi ni amat memahami dan pandai potong rambut. tak mcm amoi kedai taman aku, potong senget! huh~ setelah berpuas hati dengan hasil potongan rambut itu, aku bergegas pulang dan cuci muka. tiba-tiba terfikir pulak nak amek gambar dengan rambut baru. dengan menggunakan webcam lappy neh, saya mempersilakan rambut baru saya!

RAMBUTKU!



ecehceh, saja wat muka ala-ala budak korea taik :P

beginilah rupa rambutku sekarang :)

pipi aku tembam, aset tau! kau mampu? XD

saya sedar saya comel, terima kasih :)

Ditto ^^